I feel like life is never going to stop throwing me curve balls. I’ve always had stuff happen to me that prevented from me from being completely 100%. I’ve told my self that “what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger” and try to maintain a positive outlook on life. But honestly, I’m getting worn out. I really need to just have something pure and good come into my life because I honestly feel like all this adversity is making me cynical, by nature I mean. I know complaining or in this case writing about something doesn’t do anything, but I don’t know what else to do. I wonder if I’ll ever get a break.